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First, before I get to the depressing part of this post...

GERMANY!!!!! \o/ And hey, don't cry for me, Argentina! ;)

Ok, I'm thrilled with this World Cup! Never thought I'd say this. And I'm in love with Müller. I'd do him if he wasn't married. And why is Neuer so cute?! I'd do him, too. No seriously. :P

But why the fuck is it so HOT!!!??? O_O 36°C yesterday! OMG! Blegh! Got home from work at 10:30 am and didn't do a thing for the rest of the day! Fell asleep on the couch later and then watched football. Then, in the evening, a storm started, even had a very short blackout, too, but it didn't really cool down. Only got more muggy. Blegh! And one of our bunnies didn't make it through the heat. :(

And aw, deviltrap I'm so sorry. *hugs*

*snorts* How could I think, even for just one second, that I actually might have... a chance?

Remember this post and that I might have crushed a bit on that one guy [don't even know if you can call it a crush, whatever]. Yeah, well, he's with Helena now.

I was so endlessly bored last night, I texted all my four [yeah, sad, right?] people if they wanted to go out but of course - why do I even bother?? - no one had time. Katharina was still working [since 6 am that morning!], Irina was with a friend and Manu, ts, why do I bother? Helena wrote back late.

Her: I'm with my honey, see you next Saturday.
Me: Oh, news! Do I know him? [And to be honest, I kinda already knew the answer...]
Her: It's Matthias from back then.
Me *crushed and once again filled with the feelings that I won't ever...* But still I wrote: Hey, great for the both of you. We'll talk next Saturday. Say hi to him, too.

And then I just laughed about myself and how stupid I was, once more. The thing is, we had such a great time then and when we danced and all, I don't know, now I think it was stupid, but maybe for a few moments, I thought... that there might be *something*.

I'm such a pathetic and stupid girl. How could I ever think that?

So, how was my Saturday night instead you might ask? Oh well, I went to bed at 8:30 pm. My only free night of the week and I spent it in my 33°C hot room. Alone.


( 11 comments — Leave a comment )
Jul. 4th, 2010 10:21 am (UTC)
Aww, sorry about the guy... :-( *hugs*

I know the feeling. *sighs*
Jul. 4th, 2010 10:30 am (UTC)
Just... what the hell? :-\
Jul. 4th, 2010 11:40 am (UTC)
Überall Sturm, nur wir haben mal wieder nichts abbekommen. Dafür sind die Temperaturen heute aber erträglich. Bestimmt 10 Grad weniger als gestern.
Jul. 4th, 2010 12:15 pm (UTC)
Aber so eklig schwül, bäh!
Jul. 4th, 2010 01:22 pm (UTC)
Stimmt. Ich komme eben von einem kleinen Spaziergang zurück, weil ich dachte, es ist ja nicht so warm...und ich bin sacknass geschwitzt.
Jul. 4th, 2010 01:32 pm (UTC)
Und ich muss mich gleich nochmal ein wenig hinlegen - Nachtschicht heute wieder. Bin begeistert. *seufz*
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Jul. 5th, 2010 05:29 pm (UTC)
Oh yeah sure, I'm ok. Thanks. :)

Oh, a human heater next to you, too. I don't like summer very much. I'm hoping for winter already. LOL
Jul. 4th, 2010 06:35 pm (UTC)
*tacklehugs* Darn, that sucks... but you're not stupid and pathetic.
Jul. 5th, 2010 05:35 pm (UTC)
Ah well, it did feel that way. I'm better today, though. ;)
Jul. 4th, 2010 06:46 pm (UTC)
Ahh, I'm sorry, hon. *hugs* And you're neither pathetic nor stupid! ♥
Jul. 5th, 2010 05:36 pm (UTC)
It did feel that way, though. Ah well...
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